Need songs about hating toxic ex after freeing myself from a misogynist

A few months ago I left a toxic ten year relationship with a misogynist and probably narcissist who treated me poorly. I have been slowly having hate build up inside me and anger at myself for spending that long in the relationship (I'm in therapy don't worry) but I need music to really help me feel my feelings. All the songs about exes are like "you left me and I hate you" but for me it was more like, I stayed in the relationship and pretended everything was okay when it wasn't and finally left and am free and steadily realizing all the fucked up things that were done to me that I can't believe I actually put up with. I need music to help pls thank you in advance 🙏