i dont think it’s imposter syndrome
i think i’m genuinely just a bad musician. everyone in my classes is more talented than i am and grasps concepts faster, no matter how much i practise or try. and music is supposed to be the one thing i’m good at! i truly dont feel like im cut out for this. but i want to teach choir so badly— i’m trying to stick it out. i dont know. it sucks that i have to learn all of these instruments that i’m never going to play or teach again.