Healing

How long did it take you to heal after finding out your parent(s) were narcs? I found out (in therapy) that my mom is a narc about a year ago. So many repressed memories flooding back, dealing with the sadness of what could have been and grieving the loss of not actually having a mom has been heavy to say the least. And I am in a great place and turned out really good considering… I’m just anxious to move on from this knowledge and go back to living without feeling sad for my past on the daily. Anyone else dealing with this?