UPDATE Husband flushed 5 bottles, thinking about checking into Mental Hospital?

Just wanted to give a quick update. First thank you all who commented and messaged me it means so much to know someone cares about my well being out there. Second, I made it through the past 5 days without any hallucinations and without having to go to the mental/ emergency room and dosed this morning at 5am. The nurses asked me if i was feeling ok , that i looked pale , but i said i must be coming down with something.

Everyones messages really opened my eyes. I knew I was in a sometimes bad situation but after he did this again and just re-reading all your guy comments , just looking at him made me sick. He treated me like shit these past few days too, calling me lazy for not wanting to cook him dinner, telling me that im a junkie cuz im sick and saying how im a danger to my kids because i cant go without my "Dope". So I called the police department and was able to speak to someone in the domestic violence department. I told her what happened and she was able to file a report for me. She said she was going to put on there no further investigation so he wont know until we go to court for custody of the kids. One step at a time I guess.

Oh and I also bought a metal lock box and found a new hiding place he would never find. Thank you all SOOO much for telling me how fukd up this was and i deserve better!