Ending No-Buy, Feeling Anxious?

I have had a beauty no-buy going on since mid-2023. I feel that I have learned my lessons about what I like, spending, and not succumbing to emotional consumerism.

However, now I'm nervous to spend at all. I am planning to declutter one of my perfumes that gets no wear and replace it with two new ones. I have applied the lessons I've learned by getting travel sizes (inexpensive and easier to use up), going for scents that I feel would round out my current collection instead of buying a bunch of the same thing, and going for scents I would realistically wear.

So...if I'm being a mindful shopper and I'm not putting myself into debt, why do I still feel guilty?