One cancel and one absent??

I took the last back in june 2023 for the first time and cancelled my score for basically no reason i was just so early into studying i didn’t want a score in the low 150s on my record. i took the lsat a few months ago kept the score and today im scheduled to take the lsat but i got 0 sleep. not one single second of sleep and im stressed out and overwhelmed so im considering taking an absent instead of possibly doing terrible on the test

does one cancel and one absent look bad to admissions officers? if i write an addendum or something. trying to decide if i should take the test or take the absence this is really unfortunate because i was extremely ready for this test today but my anxiety got the best of me