Jaaniye mere chutiyaape

I am a 17-year-old female currently in 11th grade, preparing for the JEE. I have joined a renowned coaching institute for my studies. Initially, everything was going well, and I was completely focused on my academics.

At my coaching centre, I attended classes on the first floor with droppers of JEE . One day, a fight broke out in their class, and I made the poor decision to rush over and record a video for content. One of the bystanders noticed me and asked me to send him the video. However, a teacher spotted the crowd gathered outside and sent everyone back to their respective classes.

Later, while I was waiting for my metro station, I saw "him"—one of the bystanders from earlier. We exchanged numbers, and I sent him the video.

He looked cute and seemed tall relative to me, so I developed a crush on him. As the days went by, my feelings grew stronger. I started to give hints that I was into him, but as they say, "If you care too much, you'll end up regretting it." Lost all my focus on my studies and ended up having tons of backlog.

He was aware of my feelings, but he wasn't as responsive as I had hoped, which is fine because he isn't obligated to return my feelings.

I got into the habit of standing outside the class during breaks just to catch a glimpse of him, and we exchanged casual greetings.

I used to wait for him during dispersal so we could travel to the metro station together. However, one day he was late, and I said, "You were late; I was waiting for you." He responded unpleasantly, saying, "maine bola tha wait karne ko"

Deep down, I realized he was right, and I should stop doing that. But I wasn't done humiliating myself yet

Despite that, the very next day, I shamelessly waited for him again during dispersal, and this continued for some time.

Eventually, one of his friends approached me and asked hesitantly if I liked him. I nervously replied, "Yes." Then he revealed that he treated me like an option, as he already had a crush on three other girls in his class. He mentioned that if none of them were interested in him, he might consider me.

From that day, I stopped doing that and deleted his number. And lived happily ever after. And got my focus inculcated again and completed all my backlog