My First kiss was with my cousin sis

This happened two years ago when I was 16 and my cousin 15 and we were home alone one evening We’ve always been close like friends who just happen to be family We’d hang out joke around and share random conversations about anything and everything

That day we decided to watch a movie It was some rom-com cheesy but entertaining enough We were laughing at how ridiculous some of the scenes were and then out of nowhere she leaned in and kissed me

It wasn’t dramatic or anything just a quick kiss but it was my first one and I had no idea how to react She pulled away immediately and we both just sat there in awkward silence for a while Neither of us said a word about it and eventually we just went back to watching the movie like nothing had happened

Even now two years later we’ve never talked about it We’re still close but that moment is stuck in my mind I kn this all sounds fake but it isnt..

EDIT : I kn many people are saying i could've backed out.. i shouldve.. but at that instant mind work nhi karra tha... out of nowhere this happened... I regret it now