Tw: failed implantation, found out day after Xmas

This is my second failed transfer. The worst thing is that my parents are here for Xmas primarily to help me post implantation and cook my fav meals. Was hoping to have good news for them but instead their trip is ending in a low. They are super supportive and always optimistic.

My husband is super supportive and so is my family. They have been nothing but amazing.

It’s me - I just feel exhausted. I’m tired of being strong. I’m tired of seeing pregnancy announcements or pregnancy surprises.

I want to be carefree not strong. I want to think less about this, not more. I want a miracle not a disappointment.

I recognize many others have numerous more failed transfers as well - but it just sucks getting that call.

I feel like I’m doing the right things : diet exercise acupuncture. I even had unprotected sex the night before my transfer as I read on here that may help.

For those who had success, pls also share what works. For those who want to vent - feel free to share your story as well.

Thankful for this community ❤️