I ''hate'' this game. Let me explain

I don't know what it is about this game but ever since I started playing, all the other games I used to play feel very boring compared to this one. Even the finals, a fast paced adrenaline game seems boring after a round or two. Dead by daylight and fortnite as well.

What is happening?? Why do I keep coming back to it?? Oh god no..please don't tell me I'm getting addicted...