Very saddening, depressing upload today.

Skimmed through her newest video just now. At first she starts out very quiet in the house, saying she “can’t act like herself” right now, and talking quietly. Eventually she transitions to the car where she says that she’s “not the prettiest person ever” but “also not fucking ugly” then insists “but I AM pretty, okay?” I sort of felt bad for her watching, it’s very obvious she’s trying to convince herself of that fact. She also talked about a recent botched filler experience, and said the woman who dissolved some of it this past week asked her why she hadn’t gone back to the place and had it dissolved for free. Giving very desperate and sad vibes today.

Skimmed through her newest video just now. At first she starts out very quiet in the house, saying she “can’t act like herself” right now, and talking quietly. Eventually she transitions to the car where she says that she’s “not the prettiest person ever” but “also not fucking ugly” then insists “but I AM pretty, okay?” I sort of felt bad for her watching, it’s very obvious she’s trying to convince herself of that fact. She also talked about a recent botched filler experience, and said the woman who dissolved some of it this past week asked her why she hadn’t gone back to the place and had it dissolved for free. Giving very desperate and sad vibes today.