Starting games can be so hard as an autistic person

Lately, I've been increasingly busy with college and some personal projects I'm doing, and although I do have some free time on my hands, I find myself not being able to pick up any games. My worst fear is either getting so hyperfixated that I ignore everything else (which is a common thing for me) or not being able to enjoy them to the fullest if I can't play them for more than 2 days a week. So, I end up just watching Youtube or Twitch every evening, while my backlog keeps getting bigger.

Anyone deals with this as well? It's been eating me up inside I swear :(