Sister Figure.
I never had a sister or a sister figure, in other words a female friend and it surely leaves a void.
It would fill my heart to guid in whatever way or listen to a sister figure complain about anything, honestly that sounds like heaven to me.
I don’t know how I’m perceived, although I’m sure it has to be in the negatives.
Nothing is wrong socially, just weak. It’s like a muscle that was never used, maybe someday.