Lowest Low

Last week I went to Mexico and was in the sun 24/7, after a few days I felt so lucky because I actually felt an orgasm for the first time since getting pfs. I thought that was a good sign I would slowly start recovering!!

Too bad that only lasted for 2 days and just served as a reminder of what I could’ve been because the past few days, I experienced the worst crash: insomnia, waking up in cold sweats, mental fatigue, ED, anorgasmia, and an extremely tight pelvic region that’s making my peen all shriveled. I just don’t understand how my body was capable of finally coming back to normal only to be at the worst it’s ever been. I’m coming up to close to a year of my life being stolen from me and wish I could just go back to how I was before all this shitb