Any chance at a family?

I took the pill for 6 months in december 2018-may2019. Almost 6 years no recovery (sexual, gyno, memory) I was 19 then. Since then my life has been hell, I’m only child, my parents tell me to start a family everyday and I’m just silent everytime, they are old school type of people if I tell them what happened they just would not get it + they would stress me even more to go to a doctor even tho there is no cure.

If I had no parents i would really not care, no sex for the rest of my life it is what it is, but they just keep stressing me out non stop. If I tell them they won’t get it. I love them but I can’t keep living like this.

I would really love to start a family, but chances are I won’t be able to. Any of you that had kids and a wife post crush? I’m looking for some hope.