New To FL pleading For Help LOL

Hey guys I’m new to fl studios and I’ve had this dying passion to make beats for years and I’m finally at a place where I can make things happen. I had a friend of mines family member doing production for us and everything was great,I told him how interested I was in trying to get where he was so we could collab but he thought I was trying to take skills from him and abandon him once I learned enough so I just figured I’d learn it on my own anyways. So I’ve started my journey and I made 2 mediocre beats I’m not mad at because I know where I am as a beginner. But I’m at a roadblock and was wondering if there’s any tutors or possibly anybody who would want to collab with me? I really wanna get this off the ground not for money but because I have a real passion that needs to be let out lol. Where I’m really lost at is placements or arrangements per se and where to get things from. That’s I guess why I asked if anybody wanted to collab as well so I could learn along the way. I’m a very genuine guy not here to play games with anyone I just wanna enjoy my craft thanks guys for reading.