Does anyone regret moving to pumping?

Hi everyone. FTM here and have been EBF from breast now at 10 days. I have a good supply and baby is growing great, but I’m just not loving bfing. I don’t know why. I thought it would be amazing to bond with my baby and be wonderful but I feel so drained and get so frustrated when we have issues. I have flat nipples and so have been using shields to feed him, which need to be correctly placed and washed etc each time.

My question is that I know pumping is harder. Out of the three methods (breast feeding, breast milk bottle feeding, and formula) I know pumping is notoriously the hardest.

Part of the issue is when we are having a struggle and he won’t eat or we need to reposition or he’s cluster feeding a lot. I just wonder if any moms out there actually find pumping better mentally. To be able to see your supply and know bb got x amount of milk etc etc

Thanks