heavily considering quitting

talked about quitting last night with my husband. i developed mastitis on Saturday and have been dealing with that. it’s been awful. all day yesterday i couldn’t even pick up or put down my son because i was in so much pain in my armpit area so using my right arm was torture. i’m also struggling with this non stop cycle of pumping and everything revolving around pumping. i love being able to supply my own food for my baby but i just don’t think this is sustainable for me long term and im doing it every 4 hours! i honestly don’t know how people function pumping every 2-3 hours. i’m having a really hard time and im absolutely exhausted. it’s only been 2 1/2 weeks too. i’m very frustrated with the whole situation and getting mastitis kind of hit me like is this really the best thing for me. i can’t keep super consistent time between pumps as im literally just so tired, i went 40 minutes into ver a pump yesterday because i fell back asleep right after my husband woke me up and he had to come check on me. also fell asleep sitting up for an hour and a half while pumping (pump shuts off after 30 min). if i’m not taking care of myself how am i supposed to take care of my son? i feel a little selfish and guilty about it but at the same time i need to be able to be the best i can and this is just not making that happen.