Accidentally dialed my ex (not drunk) 😭

Help. I accidentally called my ex because his name has the same first 3 letters as my sibling…i dropped the call asap but now i can’t stop thinking about it. he immediately went online after the missed call.

for context, we broke up after i learned more info about his betrayal which he denied to death. i was hurting so much due to the lies, the gaslighting, and lack of accountability that i shut down and went silent since. havent reached out to him in 8 months and our last message trail was me begging him to explain and him simply saying we don’t have future anymore etc.. basically no proper closure.

it’s so awkward i don’t know how to deal with this 🥲😭