I feel broken as startup founder

I started my "serious" entrepreneurship journey 7 years ago in 2018. I built 7 businesses. All of them failed except the last one which i saw an okayish success. But it left me broken, frustrated and burned out.

I had a brutal co-founder breakup due to conflict then I started again with new co-founders but due to my self sabotage and burnout it lead nowhere and i exited the business at 3k mrr. I feel bad that all my startup friends are doing good in life. One got into YC, my co-founder has when i last checked 25k mrr business. While my other co-founder is also doing good with his new startup and here I'm. Still struggling without any solid business in hand. I have launched a new Saas based on AI agent but it's not getting the traction i hoped for. The past 7 years my social and financial life took a toll. I never did a job so i didnt had extra money to do some fun stuff. Just good handmade food. I also dont have any gf. I thought i will get distracted. And honestly i didn't has spare time. My family relationship is good because i live with my parents but my social life sucks. Startup journey has been brutally hard with me and i feel just sorry for myself. I'm 26 btw. Why me? Everyone is getting successful but I'm getting failure after failure despite doing entrepreneurship full time and it's been 7 years to it? I can't sleep at night as well. That's why I'm sharing this post here.