Day 10 may be my biggest struggle

I’ve never fully made it through a dry January yet, so this year I’m really trying to be strict. We are expecting snow in central North Carolina tomorrow for the first time in 3 years (who knows how many years till this happens again). One of my favorite memories last snow storm was drinking Baileys and staying out all night long sledding, walking, and playing in the snow. I wasn’t even drunk, I just had a very warm happy feeling all night and the alcohol gave me energy to enjoy it. I have baileys opened in my liquor cabinet from Christmas and I’m so tempted to break it out tomorrow by the fire. I haven’t craved any alcohol until now. I also just got over a terrible cold too. I wish this wasn’t a once in three years type of occasion /: