Drugs are too hard to acquire, I’m giving up.
This post was initially a long rant but the comments are very helpful and considerate so I’m keeping that up and summarizing what the post was.
Been depressed for a while (treatment resistant depressive disorder)
My insurance won’t cover promising but novel psychedelic therapies
I went on a 2 week rabbit hole during a busy week and got overwhelmed by the depth and different ways that drugs can be acquired.
In the end, I decided that I was putting more work in than I knew was necessary so I was giving up the route I was on.
(side note: I also just was interested in trying it, and the fact that weed and psychedelics are STILL grouped with drugs such as heroin is absurd)
Edits:
1) I was initially trying to follow the DNM bible verbatim so I wouldn’t mess up
2) Take time to consider if your comment is egocentric before you comment
Thank you everyone for all of the advice🫶