Drugs are too hard to acquire, I’m giving up.

This post was initially a long rant but the comments are very helpful and considerate so I’m keeping that up and summarizing what the post was.

Been depressed for a while (treatment resistant depressive disorder)

My insurance won’t cover promising but novel psychedelic therapies

I went on a 2 week rabbit hole during a busy week and got overwhelmed by the depth and different ways that drugs can be acquired.

In the end, I decided that I was putting more work in than I knew was necessary so I was giving up the route I was on.

(side note: I also just was interested in trying it, and the fact that weed and psychedelics are STILL grouped with drugs such as heroin is absurd)

Edits:

1) I was initially trying to follow the DNM bible verbatim so I wouldn’t mess up

2) Take time to consider if your comment is egocentric before you comment

Thank you everyone for all of the advice🫶