DAE *prefer* fat guys?!

I just love fat, soft bodies!! I can't explain it, it just feels so good. I love men who are fat, I love their bellies and their chests and everything about their appearance. Obviously it takes a lot more than that to get me into a relationship, but I always find myself leaning towards men who are husky, chubby, chunky, plus sized, fat, whatever you want to call it. Every time I've tried to express this, I get so much flack for lying, or being rude, or being gross, but I don't understand how people think like that! I'm trying to express an earnest opinion about my preferences in relevant conversations and I get looked at weird because I like guys that look like Run the Jewels and not Channing Tatum.

Does anyone else have a preference for fat men, or am I really just crazy for being so wholeheartedly into them?