I wasnt thinking straight i wanted my escape, now into retro gaming.

Been playing and dreaming about a game boy advance emulator. Played kirby for the whole night until it wasnt immediately fun anymore.

Kids slept early wife was out for dinner, noone to complicate things.

I had some work to do today, but i stayed on uploading games to the device until 2 am.

Did it with wife in the middle of the night. It was luke warm at most not good not bad, like cold pizza.

In the morning wife screamed at daughter for going out late again. I stayed in to sleep, now i have a mild headache. I guess 50 percent was caused by my gaming addiction and 50 percent caused bu wife's demands, life's demands.

I could be skating now. Why did i play video games? I somehow searched abd bought this device, it wasnt as good as i expected but after some tweaking it was good enough for yoshi island. I was deleting yoshi island from my phone to control my habit, why buy a better device to waste my time?

Recurring lessons:

don’t start - powerless when knee deep

stand firm - cant save everyone

benefit from hindsights - accept don't criticise

simplify my case - simplify my life

prioritise health

observe procrastination - what is it telling me?

positive feedback loops - baby steps