I keep on hearing about moderate conservatives

My family is pretty conservative and I do not believe the moderate conservative exist. Just last week a family member told me that fossil fuels are renewable and gave me a lecture on how the mainstream media is evil. I was also lectured about vaccines being dangerous. Some of my family believe that pronouns are the biggest threat to society and people like me have way too many rights which is funny. If trans people like myself had too many rights you would think that most of us wouldn't be living near or under the poverty line. I see no conservative call out racism, I see no conservative call out the transphobia, I see not one conservative believe in free markets and defend liberalism

All I see is either spineless conservatives who eat any partisan slop, feckless religious zealots who refuse to live by their own doctrine and a bunch of paint sniffing knuckle dragging cucks.

Where are these moderates? I don't see them in my life. I don't see them in media and worse ever center left or socially conservative liberal is fauning of themselves to reach these moderates.

There was a Nazi rally not too far from my house and I wasn't even phased by it. Like we normalize crazy but pretend that interracial couple in a Netflix show is the worst thing in the world.