Did anyone else stop playing only because their friends did?

I genuinely love this game, but as I’ve gotten older I just can’t tolerate competitive games unless my friends are playing with me. I have completely stopped solo queuing Dota and CS despite doing it for years because it’s just so much less enjoyable. I very much want to play Deadlock, but my friends are either playing other games (PoE2 and Rivals being the main alternatives) or waiting for full release. So, as a result, I am also not playing. Anyone else going through the same?