I was loved bombed and now I’m broken

I was love bombed by who I thought I was going to end up marrying, only to be thrown out like a piece of trash.

It’s got me all fucked up. Resentful, confused, depressed—you name it—and I’m afraid it’s affecting me finding another partner in the present because I feel like I can’t trust or open up again.

I’m still hurt, obviously, but I really don’t want this to hang over me the way that it is, and I don’t know how to fix this.