turns out i don’t have much friends.

i just realized why i sleep early, it’s not because i’m disciplined, it’s because i’ve got no one to talk to. no late-night convos, no “wyd” texts, just me, staring at the ceiling like, “guess it’s bedtime".

meanwhile, people are out here going on trips, partying, making memories. and i’m over here comparing air fryers like that’s gonna fill the void.

but the real kicker? weddings. people have their whole gang doing surprise dances and emotional speeches. i’m 23, nowhere close to getting married, and already wondering, who’s gonna do all that for me? the DJ? the catering staff? the photographers? at this point, i might have to hire a crew to pretend they’re my friends: “you’re my college roommate, cry during the toast. you, start a flash mob during dessert.” it’s not like i even have someone to marry, lol.

anyway, it’s weirdly funny and sad at the same time. anyone else feel this way or am i just overthinking loneliness? also, do people find genuine connections on reddit? i thought so, but turns out they just ghost you eventually. anyway, at least i’m well-rested and emotionally unattached.