tips, advice, prayer request

hi guys, i typically don’t post on reddit but i’ll make this short and simple.

every time i start to get closer to God, i turn back to my old ways. for example, yesterday i woke up very early and read my Bible which is hard for me but i did it. today, instead of doing that like i said i would start doing, i spent over 4 hours playing video games.

any tips to start actually giving my life to Christ and to stop being lukewarm?

also this is a separate thing but i am a very anxious person and i get anxious being in a new place and a crowded place so i’ve been avoiding going to Church. any tips to overcome this?

last thing, if anyone could just pray for me that would be nice. thank you guys