99.66%ile GEM CANDIDATE didn't get IIM C call.

Now I know expecting IIM C call at 99.66%ile was a tad bit unreasonable but I am very very angry at the cat system. I come in the top 0.34% in the entire country and I'm struggling to get into a top b school. I have nothing against the reservation system and it is necessary for the upliftment of those who need it. But wtf fuck man!!!! I'm annoyed, agitated and very very very angry. I have started having thoughts like India doesn't value talent. Adding insult to injury is IIM Lucknow. Didn't get a call from there either!!! I mean what's wrong with this fucking exam. Scored 98% in 10th, 96% in 12th and 8.3 cgpa in grad....what more do you want from me??

I'm seriously considering doing MEM in the US and then think about MBA. My entire prep feels useless. I feel fucking useless.

If someone could guide me in the MEM process for US colleges, that'll be really appreciated. I'm just done with this exam and these colleges.