Lowest phase of life!!

In a tier 2.5 college private heavy fees on loan(father's pressure) was average in studies studied hard and I got good marks in scholl to laga IIT hoga IIT ni nikla f***ked up hogya mental health I was a dropper college me aate hee galat dost bnaye sare kand kie and I proposed a girl josh me got rejected, still carrying it in my head din bhar dimag me hai chalta 3rd year has come my cgpa is around 7-7.5, range, I have good basics of CSE subjects but no coding done kyunki josh josh me gate ke lie i started preparing and ab exam se 1 mahine pehle confidence ni hai kyunki revision ni Kari thi....I have 6 months after which placement will start will I be elegible to seit in all companies and am I a loser ? What should I do , har cheej me fail hoke ab confidence hee ni bacha hai, Kabhi kabhi lagta puri life aise hee beet jayegi dar ke ro ke 😔😔