identity/phases!?🥴

i am SO exhausted from having different obsessions one after the other, i’m talking EXTREME obsessions where i’m like “yes this is my new hobby, it isn’t a phase” and within a few hours or a day MAXIMUM i just forget it even exists and i’m onto the next one?!

like one day i’m completely infatuated by this one thing, then once the short lived phase/obsession is over i can’t even think about it without feeling myself internally cringe a little bit? it’s as if i’m a completely different person with a completely different personality, i can’t even think about the thing i ‘loved’ so much because i’m that uninterested. i couldn’t care less.

please say someone else experiences this?! i have no sense of self whatsoever, if someone says to me name your favourite __ i can’t do it! i don’t have a favourite anything, it depends on the day/mood/phase i’m in! it’s exhausting. i don’t know me at all.