Are any of you unmedicated?

I used to be on medication two years ago and I haven't been medicated since (for reasons that I don't want to get into). Are any of you unmedicated or went through a period of time when you weren't? I want to know if it's possible to manage off-meds.

In the span of these two years, there have been times when I could definitely manage, but these past few months and especially the recent weeks are proving to make living feel impossible. I'm not really looking for advice tbh, I just want to hear your experiences

edit: I honestly wasn't expecting so many of you to be unmedicated, I feel somewhat relieved haha. I understand that with BPD, therapy tends to be sm more effective than medication, which might not be adequate to fix the complex combination of symptoms it brings, but perhaps it's my comorbid disorders that make me feel completely unable to deal with things without medication.

oh and of course, everyone is different, so there is that too