bpd is stupid

literally having a mental breakdown because a group i’m with didn’t get plain cheese pizza when they said they would and i’m a picky eater so now i’m spiraling bc i don’t want to throw a fit and ruin everyone else’s night but this is so upsetting to me and no “normal” person would understand. i just want to scream and cry and yell and bang and throw things. i feel so fucking pathetic. all this over cheese pizza.