The constant signs of them

Really trying to move forward in the healing process after being almost 7 weeks PBU and I’m seeing signs of them everywhere!!! While I’m driving, every other car my eyes land on is the make of their car. I never noticed seeing their car as much but it feels like all I see now. When I randomly glance at the clock, the time represents their birthday. I walked in the bookstore and one of the albums in the music section, sitting in the front, was one of the albums they sent me at the beginning of our relationship.

I’ve just gotten to a point where I’m not dreaming of them every night. But what the actual Hell? Feels like I’m being tortured. I’ve been going to the gym, drowning my self in books (unrelated to romance), listening to positive songs. Everything is reminding me of them and it sucks! After less than a year in this relationship, I really didn’t expect it to have this much of a mental hold on me. But this feels hard to avoid.