Does anyone else struggle with this ? NSFW !!!!

I am heterosexual, always have been and find almost every part of a man attractive except for the 🍆🍒. The idea of all that hanging there and I’m supposed to be attracted to it ? I have never had sex before and am worried when I do I won’t be able to hide my shock and reaction to a completely naked man . Did anyone else struggle with this ? I just don’t understand why besides the function we’re supposed to be attracted to all the parts , even the weird looking ones