does anyone else not want life anymore

don’t worry you don’t have to call someone I have no plans and I have family I don’t wish to upset but jeez, I’m so over being alive.

there’s nothing that actually makes this suffering worth it. applying for bullshit jobs day in day out, universal credit making me feel like a maggot in a bin, what’s the actual point?????? so I just spend another 30 years applying for entry level shit jobs watching everyone else get a pet, a car, able to pursue hobbies, everything I don’t get to do. I may as well be dead already??