Husband has been cheating with escorts

I have a baby under a year old and my husband has been cheating on me our entire marriage (1.5 years).

I don’t really think you can change when you do something like this.

He left us a few weeks ago to take an escort to a concert and was with her from 5pm-9 am the next morning.

It’s absolutely horrific. He has done it while I was pregnant. We also had sex very often.

I’m terrified I will never be able to trust again, find love and die alone. He took so much from me but I know love will feel better one day.

Can anybody make me feel better