How was your 1st sexual experience?

Was it awkward, nervous, shameful, or something else? How would you describe your experience of being naked & having sex for the 1st time?

Some I know say its was so weird that they had to switch off the lights so they could calm their nerves. While sex is more precious for some and not as much for others I have heard most do remember their 1st time and it is special though idk how true that is.