How are you single men happy?

I'm a single ugly man, and I'm not happy. Im just going to rant over here.. give me some harsh love if you'd like. 😔

I want love, someone to hang out with, someone to kiss, hug, and look at! I can't find it! I went on 1 date a few days ago after years! She was disappointed. It was awkward and i wanted it to be over because felt like she did too. can't keep convo, not funny, not sexy.. God really fking blessed me!! I think I'm just going to focus on work, bikes, and hookers once in a while. I'm done with love...