26 yr old runaway 4 month update

A lot of people really like my updates because it inspires them and give them hope so here's another monthly update! I'm pakistani and ran away from home around 4 months ago give and take. It's been a long time omg. I remember it like yesterday. The feelings of anxiety washing over me as I sat on a bench inside our wealthy gated neighborhood with nothing on me but my small purse as I waited for the Uber to take me to the airport to another state. Starting out with nothing and going through poverty when my entire life I grew up wealthy. It was a huge risk for me and I knew there was no going back after this. I was being beat nearly everyday and didn't have a choice. My mental health was declining everyday to the point i would lock my room and scream uncontrollably while stabbing my thigh with sharpened pencils. I was going crazy so I needed to leave. My dad emailed me I was disowned and removed from all inheritance. I am now settled in a new state. They don't know what state I'm in and I'm okay with that. I haven't heard their voices since I left. I've only exchanged a couple emails back and forth but they are nasty. My family hates me for dishonoring them and embarrassed them in front of their family and friends. I created my own family though. I'm dating around and enjoying my freedom I never had. I lost my virginity and have a good financial standing now. I was struggling heavily with money and was counting every penny but now that I've been working for a couple months in much more stable and know how to budget. I've also been doing only fans (no I won't share here haha) for extra side income. I've submitted my application to a couple "bunny ranches" in Nevada to save more money. I'm thinking of doing sex work full time. It's much easier than teaching which is what I'm doing right now. I also just want to explore my sexuality which I never got to do while getting paid for it. I know this decision might make people hate me but it's hard to judge others when you haven't lived the life they lived. I heard legal prostitutes in Nevada make 5 figures a month which would be life changing for me and I can explore my sexuality at the same time. I'd also get free housing and it seems like a good option for my circumstances until I can take out loans for medical school this fall. Thanks for reading!