Really struggling and added pressure

I don’t know what to do. I’m really struggling with my anorexia and everyone is worried because I’ve lost a lot of weight. I moved out of my parents house last year and they’re saying if I get hospitalized I have to move back in with them which I don’t want. I don’t want to give up my apartment but I can’t stop eating very little. And I feel awful cause of my depression so sometimes it’s just like screw it I don’t care what happens. I just don’t know what to do cause this is also my first year at a new job so they don’t know about my anorexia / I don’t know how they do medical leave. Plus having to move back home would be super triggering because my mom is constantly dieting and weighs her food. I just don’t know what to do or if I can even stop this at this point. And my dietician has already said my weight is really bad.