I'm feeling extremely sexually fustrated

I don't know what to do about this. I'm a virgin, due to some mental health issues I have preventing me from talking to people, especially romantically. And honestly, I would prefer to do it with someone I really like anyways, not just some one night stand.

I want to put it out there that there is no way I can have sex right now. I'm just in no condition mentally to even socialize properly. It's off the table.

But my body is completely rejecting this idea, as if I could really do anything about it. I masturbate regularly, daily if not more, to satiate my urges. But it barely even brings me actual pleasure anymore. I feel like I've tried every trick in the book (toys, edging, erotic literature...). It does not work.

It's getting to the point I keep having dreams about sex, usually with the same themes. They aren't wet dreams yet but I feel like they're very close. And honestly, when they're one after another, it is annoying to clean up.