My boyfriend asked “did you like it?”

I was r*ped yesterday, i was on call with my boyfriend for about half an hour that night before he hung up and ignored me for the entire night when i needed someone the most when i had no one.

He told me the reason why he left was he says “I had so many questions and those questions were overwhelming the shit out of me bc I know I can’t ask them because they are wrong” so I asked him to tell me and i honestly regret it he said “did you like it, you like older men, kinda sounds like the perfect scenario for you” and then says “So i’m guessing your mad mad, i told you that you didn’t wanna hear it”

I thinking about just flat out never talking to him again, because i felt like i had lost everything that day to a monster.

i don’t know what to do.