the only thing i'm really jealous in fandom is...
this. it's not about kudos or comments, it's about this!
this is roughly 57k words per chapter, even if they post once a month, they're still writing one novel per month!
and i can't help but be green with jealousy, because i have so many ideas inside my head but at my turtle pace, i'll probably never be able to write them all.
not kudos, or bookmarks, or even comments, this is the only thing i'll ever envy an author ever.
i wish i could write this prolifically.😭