Passing decides everything, I'm so tired

People wouldn't laugh at me in public if i passed

People wouldn't look at me weird if i passed

People wouldn't see me as sub-human if i passed

People would be empathetic towards me if i passed

People wouldn't root for my death if i passed

I wouldn't feel so doomed/hurt about transphobia if i passed

I wouldn't be on 4tran4 if i passed

I wouldn't hate pictures of myself if i passed

I wouldn't have had to hold back tears in public if i passed

I wouldn't have constant anxiety over masculinizing if i passed

I wouldn't be so traumatized by puberty if i passed

I would go outside if i passe

I would stop boymoding if I passed

I would actually want to life if i passed

I would not be ashamed of existing if i passed

I hate muh laif